I woke up this Morning tired as living hell. I closed at the restaurant the night before and had to open at the store. I picked up the shift. AND SOME GERMS

I’m gettin friggen sick. pissed

But the day starts ok. I am working with this cool taurus. She is soo taurus but we get along well. We overshare for hours. It’s the closest thing to therapy I have. Bless her heart.

I drank so much coffee. I had a tea at home before work at 6:30, had a coffee right when I got there ; chased immediately with a shot in the dark. I waited another hour, didn’t feel anything so I had another coffee. Nothing. What the hell.

I like opening a lot actually. I feel really good when I wake up before everyone. Feels productive for me while kind relieving to know that my people are at home. Stress free. I work a lot of nights right now.

While I am at work today, I get a call from my sister telling me that she thinks she saw the neighbor in my front yard. That he was like in the bushes and when she pulled up he ran back into his home.

WHAT THE FUCK. DO NOT DO THAT. please

CAFFEINE HITS ALL AT ONCE I SWEAR.

I left work 35 minutes early and sprinted home. My sister listened in as a confronted the neighbor. He is maybe about 30 and definitely neurodivergent. But speak to him firmly to really reiterate my message. And I said “I am going to come back and tell your mom about this” he says “ok fine”.

I feel weird about the whole thing. But like what the fuck are you doing in my yard. “throwing bread into the bush” he said…. ok

I wait about two hours, I take a shower and dye my eyebrows. I halfway dry my hair and decide to go over again. I knock and immediately the mom opens up. She has short hair, cute freckles and braces. Shes kinda charming and ended up taking it pretty well actually. Was like “oh thats odd. I’ll talk to him”.

But then she says “my oldest?”

I HAVE NEVER SEEN ANYONE ELSE LEAVE THE HOUSE. They are definitely a little secretive or something. Or I am insane. I WILL UPDATE YOU ALL.

I go to the bank and then to my parents house because I have started feeling very lonely. My mother is apparently picking up on this.

She is trying to set me up with one her coworkers who I assume is my age. My mother has never meddled into my love life before so I am kinda wondering why she is now.

My biggest concern to this situation would be that halloween is on a Friday this year and I DO NOT want to be thinking about a damn man. STRESSING OVER A DAMN MAN.

I told her she could. Fuck it.