I went to the coast today. Me and my dog. And i’m nervous that i’ll run into you here someday. You showed it to me after all.

I wonder if you felt me thinking of you? if you ever think of me…

too

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I was able to get my mom to send me her and my dad’s birth certificates so I could find out their astrological profile.

My dad is an aquarius sun, aries moon and scorpio ascendent. Wow!

My mom is a Capricorn sun, taurus moon and libra ascendent. OMG

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I wonder if we ever think of each other at the same time.

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I have a coworker who is 18 years older than me. She and I both have pisces moons. AHHH SO FUCKED.

She has had a few psychiatric issues these last couple years. She keeps telling me to really protect my head and heart.

She’s really sweet and intuitive.

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One of my old coworkers, at the bar just out of town, he’s been on a little bender.

I am really fortunate to work the jobs that I do, and be around so many people who truly do care about me. But seeing these people in bad places is really hard. I have a hard time allowing them to drink themselves into oblivion. Like this is HIS community. He lives in this town, he drinks with his parents in this bar. I literally just work there, this is his life.

He gave me a venus flytrap start. He got it in the mail for the girl who inevitably set off his bender… I wonder what his moon sign is…

I left sick the day he brought it to me and forgot it at work, by the time I got to it they were all so dead. I felt so bad. A bunch of mini mouths all so sad. I cried.

When he was drunk he told me that he’d buy me another one. I begged him not to. i’m actually worried he will buy me another one. I don’t know what might happen if I let down another group of them.

might set me off. for real.

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